Where to even start after so much time of not sharing anything that is going on here?! Whoops....But I made a promise that I would actually force myself to sit down and write something this weekend...so, here we go.
The months have literally been flying by as I have found myself becoming more and more immersed in my ministry/life here. Friendships have deepened, responsibilities have doubled, and as everyone who has ever worked for the Church knows, the events, projects, goals, and daily tasks are never-ending. Being an overseas lay missioner has really been a crash-course way to understand what Jesus said to His disciples in Matthew: "The harvest is plentiful, but the workers are few."
Looking back to the start of the school year in March, it made a HUGE difference to begin with everyone instead of arriving in the middle of the year, starting classes right away, and trying to remember 1,000 new names. I experienced my first "teacher emotional moments" as I saw many of my students return and remained in awe of how much the little ones had grown and changed over summer break. Even more emotional when I found that they remembered things I had taught them when we started class again, woohoo! This year, I have two 4th grade classes and two 5th grade classes. It has been especially rewarding to work with the 5th graders because I had both classes in 4th grade, so, from the beginning, they were already accustomed to my teaching style and expectations. That is the part that has made teaching a lot easier. The most rewarding part has obviously been the opportunity to get to know them better and accompany them in their learning process and personal growth. I don't know what it is this year--maybe because I've been in the school for a longer period of time, or because Chile is helping me to open up more as a person and maybe give God a little more room to work--but all of the students have seemed to open up to me much more this year. It is a very touching experience and has motivated me to continue to do a better job.
In terms of my work in Pastoral (campus ministry), my responsibilities have definitely increased as the Pastoral team has realized that I am typically a pretty competent person...and what I lack in skills I try to overcompensate with a driving desire to do things well (...not to mention that dang Notre Dame perfectionist attitude, which is really not good because only God is perfect....but sometimes, it can help to get the job done!). Anyways, I'm just going to do a little bullet-point list explaining some of the things I have been working on this year in Pastoral.
1.) Misiones (missions): After finishing our third year in the community of Cardonal last summer, we started off the year in search for a new community to send our missioners this summer. For me, the search for a new place ended up being another lesson of how God really has His hand in everything and definitely has a sense of humor. For those of you who have read my other blogs, you will remember how I went to the islands of Chiloe with another group of missioners and Franciscan nuns. Well, back in March, the Franciscan in charge of the missions celebrated 25 years of religious life, and invited me to sing in the choir for the Mass. So, with a bus-load of people from Santiago, we drove to Paredones (her home town) to celebrate the Mass and meet all of her family and friends who live there...including her niece, Monserrat, who went to Chiloe with us and stayed in the same house as me. Go figure that a month later, we are in a Pastoral meeting and P. Alfredo (the head of Pastoral) says that we are going to go visit Paredones to see if we can mission there over the summer! So, the team drove down in May, met the Parish priest, went to 3 outlying rural communities that are going to be the actual communities in which we will mission, and visited the rest of the afternoon with the family of the Franciscan nun who (in the typical Chilean manner of hospitality) made us a delicious 5-course lunch! Over the summer, we will stay at the school in the town of Paredones and travel 15 minutes to reach the 3 communities. Monserrat was ecstatic that I will be there over the summer, and I feel so blessed that everything worked out so incredibly!

The church in Paredones destroyed in the earthquake. After two years of making small repairs, the community is still working to slowly accumulate sufficient funds to fix the chapel.
The chapel in one of the three communities where we will be missioning. The community is called "El Calvario" (Calvary)...how fitting ;)
Community center in Querelema...I'm pretty sure that this is the community in which I will be working, but not 100% sure yet!
2.) Delegados Pastorales: The "delegados pastorales" are the campus ministry delegates from each class at our school. This year, I have been working with the elementary school delegados pastorales with Sister Saturnina (the Holy Cross nun in charge of the elementary school section of Pastoral). We meet at least once a month to talk about how things are going in the classroom with respect to morning prayer and the different solidarity campaigns and other events that Pastoral puts on throughout the year. In April, we organized a weekend retreat at the Holy Cross retreat house in El Quisco (beach town about an hour and a half outside of Santiago) for the delegados pastorales from 4th grade-Seniors in high school. It was the first time that we had ever planned a retreat for the D.P. (especially for a group with such a range of ages), so we were kind of nervous to see how it would result, but it ended up being one of the best retreats we have ever done. It was so amazing to witness the way in which the little students interacted with the high schoolers, the ways in which they were able to listen and share their experiences in the school, and the bonds that they formed across grade levels. One of the best moments for me was getting to teach all of the students how to play "Peek" --a card/prize game that has been a favorite at our Scott family reunions :) My cousin Luke generously wrote out all of the instructions for me so that I would remember all of the rules of the game! I think that the Pastoral team thought that I was crazy when I was trying to explain the game in our planning meeting, but in the end, all of the kids ended up LOVING it...the rest of the retreat, I would hear them start to shout...peek, Peek, PEEK, PEEEEEKK!!

Playing Peek!
One of our activities the last day of the retreat was to do a picture "scavenger hunt" in small groups, thinking about the type of outlook that a delegado pastoral has on the world and what perspective they show to others. I'm pretty sure they were just having fun in this one!
Attempting to take a group picture at the end of the retreat...final result, chaos, as usual :)
3.) N
iƱos Misioneros: This year, Sister Saturnina and I started a group of children missionaries--the idea was to start to get the younger ones who just received their First Communion last year to start thinking about service, social justice, and the way that they live out their faith on a daily basis. There are about 12 fifth-graders in the group. One day a week, we meet to either talk about a theme or to go serve in the clothing distribution center at the Andacollo Parish. It was so funny and cute to watch the kids the first time we took them to the clothing center. The elderly ladies who work at the center asked the kids to fold and sort a mound of clothes that had been recently donated. I don't think many of the kids fold their clothes in their own house, but they were doing everything possible to try to be the best workers. The ladies were getting a kick out of watching the kids try to organize themselves. Of course we tried to explain before going the importance of being respectful because the clothes would be going to real people in need and there might be people in the center while we were working. But of course, kids will be kids, and when one of the students pulled out an enormous pair of underwear, lifted it in the air and shouted "LOOK, it's EXTRA, EXTRA, EXTRA LARGE!!!!" we were all dying of laughter.
4.) Jornada Vocacional (Vocation's retreat): In May, we organized a day-long retreat for about 30 high schoolers in which we invited priests, sisters, deacons, seminarians, and other religious from all over Santiago to come and share with our high schoolers about religious life and discerning vocation. It seemed like a great experience for the kids to demystify and humanize religious life. This is a picture of me leading one of the ice-breaker activities during the retreat...it goes "When I say Kangaroo...Kang Kang Kangaroo.....When I say Michael Jackson....Michael, Michael Jackson!" and so on with different dance moves....

4. Semana de San Andres Bessette (St. Andre Bessette week): Two weeks ago, Pastoral organized and ran a whole week dedicated to St. Andre Bessette. Each course (kindergarten through high school) participated in a trivia competition, classroom decorating competition, and solidarity day. It was really an over-the-top production. Each day, different courses competed in the library until their was a winner between the four 1st and 2nd-grade classes, 3rd and 4th, 5th and 6th, and then first and second place out of all the 7th grade-Senior classes. During each round, the contestant representatives from the courses had to answer several questions from 3 obligatory categories: St. Andre Bessette, Basil Moreau, and Religion or Holy Cross Congregation. Then, they could choose to answer questions from pop culture/sports/math/Chilean history, etc. There is really probably no better way to get them interested in that information than to do a "Who wants to be a millionaire" style competition complete with sound effects and music :) Then, at the end of the week, all of the courses participated in a "Solidarity Day" in which some of the older grades left school for several hours to visit nurseries and homes for the elderly, and other grades were paired with the elementary classes to share, do activities, and play games.

The classroom-decorating competition. St. Andre worked for 40 years as the doorman of a Holy Cross school in Montreal, Notre Dame College.
6th-graders dressed up and ready to play with students in the 2nd grade during "Solidarity Day"
Some of the juniors who left school to volunteer at a nursery.
The awards ceremony the last day of the week
During one of the elementary school competitions.
5th-grade students dancing during a break in the competition.
....surprise, surprise...they asked me to dress up as a doll to MC the kindergarten competition.
5. Apart from these activities, I continue to take different courses on retreats each Thursday, sing in the school Masses on Saturday, and help with morning prayer. Right now, we are also preparing for a Confirmation retreat. About 40 of our high schoolers are going to be confirmed on July 6th, so keep them and their sponsors in your prayers!
......are you still reading??? If so, I'm impressed.
Anyways, that is a little bit about what I have been up to in school. It's hard to believe that I've almost been here one full year. It has been a time of richness, and I feel like I have changed and grown in many ways. It is a beautiful thing to allow God and people to affect you, challenge you, open your eyes to different realities, and change you in small ways. Sometimes it really hurts as well. And there have been moments of pain, sadness, and loneliness in the ups and downs of living far away from family and friends in a different culture. Difficult moments.. moments of questioning and hard learning which, ultimately, weave themselves together to form one great lesson of learning how to trust in God's plan and action in my life...and, of course, His great love. And through/within/because of all of this, discovering that deep Joy which can motivate ,me to keep going each day and provide me with the strength and desire to keep smiling at others. The challenge, at least for me, has been to keep stepping outside of myself and be vulnerable--especially in my relationships and conversations with others. I have decided that I think it is a very good thing if I know that it is going to hurt terribly when I eventually leave because it means that I am doing my best to love them. There is definitely a temptation to put up barriers because both sides know that, most likely, one day goodbyes will have to be said. But I am always reminded of Mother Teresa's saying to "love until it hurts" because if it doesn't hurt, then we're not really loving.
A dear friend mailed me a copy of "Come Be My Light," a book of Mother Teresa's writings, which I have been slowly reading over the past weeks. What a blessing it has been to be able to read her words describing her journey as a missionary--lots of accompaniment, solidarity, and inspiration...to know that it was difficult for her, but that her constant motivation was to always say "yes" to God, even when she couldn't see where He was leading her. Many times, I have also felt like my work as a lay missioner here has been one big experience of trusting blindly, and so I am trying to learn how to say "yes" to God in many small ways as well...in the many encounters and conversations with students, co-workers, neighbors, and people in the street...in the infinite opportunities to be more patient and compassionate with others...in accepting projects or responsibilities that would normally scare the heck out of me, or in accepting embarrassments and failures with a smile.
It is a challenge for all of us to say "yes" to God in many small ways throughout the day because I know that we can trust that through our many small, seemingly insignificant "yes's", God can do something beautiful and great.